SerFox

So I recently discovered that my LCC (Control Center) for my MX revolution has had several updates, some of which reported of killing off Mac's (OMG >.>) hence why I've waited. Thus, 3.1 seems a safe bet for updating, especially since the bloody thing has been acting up recently.

Seems all fine now, and now I'm able to scroll horizontally, properly again. W00t!

I had too much coffee today, so I feel exceedingly weird. Like I should be asleep but I've been awake for 48 hours, that kinda feeling.

Number of age slip ups since my birthday: 1

So its my 21st birthday.. Im in a lecture, need to do some coursework and im tired.

Heh. Uni...


Im afraid i havent got much to share. Life is moving too fast right now to pinpoint any collective event.

I could melt right now, I'm happy ^.^

Course is going well, last year of uni. I have things to do today, write a canon for four voices, play around with Maxmsp and get to grips with the basics of it (hopefully))

But all I want is more cuddles ;.;

I'm gonna go lie on my bed and cuddle plushies... >.>


Zane Lowe at theforum last night was absolute jokes, too. Very good DJ. I wish I could DJ, even with some software thing, but I never know where to get started x.x

Adobe employees can pirate their own software and get away with it legally.

Its not pirating according to him but he can LEGALLY use a keygen for his software

WHAT

THE

FUCK

Is there such a thing as a Knock Knock joke that's actually funny?

And before you comment on it no, that isn't a real knock knock joke.

Its 6am and i cannot sleep. Its frustrating, im too warm and although ive got nothing serious on my mind neither my mind nor my body seem to want to calm down. With an interesting and fun weekend behind me im getting some much needed me time before i seek more attn from friends and stuff, hectic life is good because i dont end up lonely but staying in and getting pissed is also a very good method of keeping my happy sim bar up full green. No i have not been playing the sims 3 i do not own it and next time my boyfriend tells me to get it ill chew him and act cute til he buys me it.

*grumble* money making job having person he is *grimble*

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Its 6am and i cannot sleep. Its frustrating, im too warm and although ive got nothing serious on my mind neither my mind nor my body seem to want to calm down. With an interesting and fun weekend behind me im getting some much needed me time before i seek more attn from friends and stuff, hectic life is good because i dont end up lonely but staying in and getting pissed is also a very good method of keeping my happy sim bar up full green. No i have not been playing the sims 3 i do not own it and next time my boyfriend tells me to get it ill chew him and act cute til he buys me it.

*grumble* money making job having person he is *grimble*

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So I've been home a while now. It feels strange to be home.

I just had a passing moment of being upset. Just thinking about how I'll have to go back to uni at some point. Going to have nothing to do this weekend kinda sucks too. :P

But I have time, and lots of it, so I'm pretty much happy.

I've not really been up to much, seen the boyfriend, hung out with friends, been rehearsing for the fringe, stuff like that.

I've not got much to say really... kinda run out early.


Oh one final thing, if you're ever, EVER told about something called 3 guys one hammer, DO NOT WATCH IT. I haven't and I do not wish to, but I did watch a 'reaction video' for it, and I got the guys perspective on the matter. It's not a funny video, I knew that before watching a reaction video, but even hearing is enough to make you want to hurl.

The people responsible should be punished in the most inhumane but non destructive way. Have their eyes, eardrums and teeth surgically removed then have a couple of their limbs amputated? Enjoy the rest of your life, not hearing, seeing or feeling or being able to walk or talk, scumbags.


I'm going to go watch videos of kittens on YouTube now.

I just spent three hours in an inflatable pool almost naked in hot water with bubble bath in it outside on the grass with about 7 other guys and gals getting drunk eating pizza and having a laugh.

Amazing times.

Why is it 22 degrees!? This is unbearable. My body is accustomed to yesterday, which was nice and mild...


I'm not sleeping tongiht, Im going to feel like hell.

*hides in the shower with the tempreature at 2*

I havent had a decent sleep in weeks, my friends back home are going to confuzzled and im stuck here, my friend here at uni has left. Wont be back for two sodding weeks. Londonfur meet saturday though, i wanna cling to someone fox no wanna be lonely v.v

Im about to perform on steel drums and people are rehearsing the tetris theme in front of me and theyre scheduled to play monley island muaic too.

I dont know if im upset or not that im alone at uni with my friends off for a weekend without me. Im too tired to have emotions right now. But i know i dont hafe them for going. Jealous... -.-

Okay I'm on the train to see Jax. I pick a table seat to use my laptop, and all of a sudden a 7 person hen party sits around me. Then I have a vodka and rasperry drink in front of me and I'm sitting here on the train wifi streaming Lady gaga from SPotify.

Wow.

Dear occupant

It has come to our recent attention that you have chosen to reside in the property (cited below) without informing the property landlord and/or obtaining his permission.

It is therefore our duty to send this letter of warning to notify any currently residing tenant(s) that if they do not vacate the property the authorities will be called and legal action will be taken against offending parties, extending to any damage done to the property during their occupancy.

The landlord has been notified and residential officials will be checking the property in the next 48 hours to determine if the property has been fully vacated.

We also request you remove any personal belongings from the property as these will be otherwise removed and discarded by the residential officials.


Property in question: SerFox's body
Number of unregistered tenants sighted: Influenza; Cough; Blocked Nose; Tiredness; Vomiting; nausea.


Sincerely
SerFox

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Fucking summer colds...

Thought I'd make a post since I've nothing to do and waiting at the moment.

So I'm all packed and ready to go home. Not for the end of term, just easter, three and a bit weeks of sunshine, relaxing days, in my boyfriends arms and hopefully making love. I need to unwind,have a mini summer before the stress takes hold at the end of term as the rush to get coursework in comes. Joy.

The nightmares stopped after the last one thankfully, but for the past few days I've had a constant stomach upset. It's not bad but it's there, and it's bothering me. If it doesn't go away by the time I get back tommorrow and rsted I'm going to the doctor.

Can people reccomend me good films to get while I'm not living near london? I need to get some more for the train journey back and to wile away those depressing hours here at uni when I dont have coursework or booze.

Finally, if anyones interested, I've been putting some stuff up on my FA from coursework I've been doing, and I'll be posting more over the next few weeks as I finish coursework. And I have also made a video of the LondonFurs to show off what it's all about to my friends back home. Check them both out. (On FA a few of the pieces are in my scraps so be sure to check there too!)

www.furaffinity.net/user/serfox
www.youtube.com/serfox1

Byeee

Today is the second time I've woken up from a nightmare in the past two nights. The first night wasn't really a nightmare, just my mum finding everything I have here at uni and being all dissaproving. Last nights was horrible, though I wasn't entirely scared, I remember it vividly. I spilt a broken snowglobe (one on my desk) and it turned out to have not water but some form of acid inside and me and my friend alex got it all over our hands. It bubbled up and went green and black, I washed my hands in warm soapy water, in the cold water it burned more in the hot it eased off but the hot was unbearable. After washing my hands were covered in raised squares of skin, and several lumps all over. We then went to the GP, who told us that lots of the chemicals get trapped under the skin and need to be cleaned, and he got out this blue contraption, something you might see at a workshop, plastic looking, and took my hand, clasped two blades on the blue device around one of the skin squares, squeezed the handles like pliers and started tearing the squares off taking shreds of skin with it. I then woke up shaking and was rubbing my hands all over for over five minutes convincing myself it was a dream, then went over to my snowglobe and shook it, watching the glitter sparkle for a while then went to try and sleep.

Looking outside, the weather reflects my mood in certain ways, its raining/hailing and windy.

Ah, summer in Great Britain.

Im feeling really good right now. Yesterday was a good day, nice lectures, learned a lot of really cool stuff, I have some new ideas for assessments, I've managed to get a professional producer friend of mine to agree to do an interview for my presentation (A certain Mr Jem Godfrey, Producer for many Pop groups including Atomic Kitten, gareth Gates and all that, as well as composing some amazing prog rock which I LOVE...PROG!) So he'll be a useful asset of the research.

Went to Asda last night with Alex, we both spent about £10 on the smart price things and canned stuff, came back with four bags, FOUR bags of shopping. This is gonna last me ages! *bounces*

And I'm egnerally just really optimistic. Got a few bits of coursework this semester, it isnt as heavy as last semester, thankfully, all the tutors are nice, and have easter coming up, get to spend time with the boyfriend, come back, enjoy Mayfest (Huge university festival we have here, its awesome apparantly, excited about it cause I get to perform! ^.^) and then thats the first of two years done.

I'm optimistic, I'm happy, I just want to lay back for a while and think and enjoy.


"Feeling good feels great."

Going through a bit of... well I suppose you could say depression. I'm very sensitive all the time, and get upset at little things. Like yesterday I got upset because my phone battery died while talking to my boyfriend, and today I got upset because I was roleplaying on The Specialists, and I got killed, and that meant me out of the RP.

I can't really go into any specifics for several reasons, i'd get laughed at, i'd get rumours spread about me and all that stuff, but it boils down to me being caught in the middle of two people, one that seems to like me and one that has a big problem with me. The problem being I was shy and he was too polite to point something out to me.

I really wish there were more furs around here I knew... I'm going to the LF meets but I'm too shy, I try and talk to people but people either seem uninterested or I'm too shy to start a proper conversation. I've tried having a drink to quash my nerves but one drink and I'm babbling bullshit and then I end up getting myself upset.

*sighs and goes back to not bothering amyone*

Valentines day was dull.. but got nice things from the boyfriend ^^

And now.. I'm playing Dwarf Fortress. I'M ADDICTED. WHY DOES IT SUDDENLY MAKE SENSE D:


*cries and keeps making his not so awesome fortress  less not so awesome :x

I seem to be obsessed with looking at water with sunlight shining through it. Whenever I di the dishes and water sloshes around in bowls or cups and the sunlight hits it it looks so pretty.

o.o

 I don't know.

Theres screaming drunk people in my room. I'm drunk, want quiet and ive got a lectue in the morning.

*sigh* i want a hug